I know these posts are getting very pessimistic.. but what can I say? I am fat, miserable and just BLAHHHHHHHH
Have not exercised, have no time or any willpower. Been trying to control what I eat but I still am eating more carbs than I should as well as sugar.
Just miserable and unhappy right now. Going to see my therapist on thursday hopefully he can give me som meds to lift me out of this gutter I am in before I end up weighing a thousand pounds.
Tara is doing well, she is walking and babbling and trying to say words. I am the one that has the problem.
Single motherhood is great but the lack of time for oneself is really difficult and that is why so many single moms neglect themselves and just end up eating eating and gaining weight and getting sick and becoming depressed. The demands are great and after you have finished… you just wanna do whatever without caring about whether it is the right or healthy thing to do.. who wants to eat salads and exercise after a long exhausting day with a 11 month old? No, you are just too tired to do all of that… you just stuff whatever you feel like or whatever is the closest thing in your mouth and go to bed because tomorrow is another demanding day and you just want to get to bed.
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