Ok, not feeling good at all. Took a good look at myself in the mirror and I have gained about thirty pounds (30lbs) since april. VERY VERY VERY VERY DEPRESSED!! I lost all my baby weight after Tara was born and went on to lose an additional ten to fifteen pounds between december and february!
Well the stress of single motherhood and lack of rest and lack of time and motivation tobeat healthy meals has led to me regaining all the weight and then some.
I am soooooooooo sad. I am just disappointed in myself and just feel totally fed up, depressed and disgusting.
As of now I am on a diet… I am not an idiot.. I know that If i try to go on some ridiculous restrictive diet i will fail.
So here’s the deal,
1.Only two servings of juice/soda for the week
2. Two full glasses of water before every meal, and one glass after.
3. No cookies, pastry, crackers or biscuits!
4. The heaviest meal is between 12 and three in the afternoon
5. No more than two slices of bread a day
6. Snacks can be grapes, apples or watermelon
7. When i am starrrrving or having a bad craving: fruit and tea
I hope I can stick to this.
Need to lose twenty pounds by december 1, 2007
October 2, 2007 at 3:24 pm
While it was only nine. I gained it this summer and fast. In a week. I feel you and I’m on the road of dieting and excercise. Stick to your guns! You can do it! Take walks and eat lots of fruit and veggies. It’s what I’m trying to do as well.
October 9, 2007 at 4:13 pm
You’re beautiful!!
I’m so glad that you stopped by my blog. Can I add you to my blogroll?
So thrilled to have met you!
Rachel
May 5, 2008 at 8:45 pm
Mate I hear you!!
Im huge and cant stop complaining about it but wont actually change. But I am in the process of looking into lapband surgery Im sooooooooooooooo sick of dieting and its effecting my marriage well my self esteem is! to the point whe re I take everything my husband says and twist it to make me feel worse about myself.
You are not the only one out there trust me. There are millions of us who are fooling ourselves to think that we are all alone.. Ive thought of ending it all but i have kids who i adore. Im lost lonely confused and fat, Im greatful for my kids my husband even my health so why do i feel so sad.
If you feel bad about yourself as do I you are doing the right thing doing something about it . Im only starting to feel better since i made the decision to get the lapband. Im just hoping it will work for me. im in no way suggesting WLS for you im just relating to how you may be feeling . I wish you well in your journey to better yourself goodluck my friend.
Annonomous