Heyy,
November 30 is my daughter’s birthday and I am very happy to celebrate this! We are going to have a party and I am not looking forward to the fact that her father will be MISSING IN ACTION!
I just do not understand how someone could not want to be a part of such a beautiful, wonderful little girl’s life. It makes me soooo angry and a bit sad.
I just pray that God will continue to bless my family so we can continue to love and provide for us so we can love and provide for her.
I keep hoping that he will change, that he will become a better man and be a father… but one year later… nothing has changed… only that Tara gets more beautiful and sweet everyday.
Alrite, you know that for the last couple weeks I have been in a funk. Been gaining weight and just feeling out of sorts, overwhelmed with school and with the responsibilities of being A single mom and also feeling downright frumpy. I have been feeling really awful.. anyway today I have an appointment with my therapist and I plan to tell him all about it.
But in the meantime, I have been trying to eat better but because I am in the habit of eating junk and eating whenever and whatever , you know it is A STRUGGLE.
I AM GOING TO TRY AND BE POSITIVE.. BECAUSE
1. I have a GORGEOUS WONDERFUL TEN AND A HALF MONTH OLD BABYGIRL NAMED TARA
2. GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH A WONDERFUL MOTHER WHO HELPS AS BEST AS SHE CAN
3. I HAVE BEEN GIVEN A SECOND CHANCE TO COMPLETE MY DEGREE
4. LUCKILY, FINANCIALLY I CAN SUPPORT MY DAUGHTER AND DON’T NEED HER WORTHLESS FATHER
5. GOD LOVES ME AND WANTS TO BLESS AND TAKE CARE OF ME
6. I HAVE HEALTH AND STRENGTH
ALL YOU SINGLE MOMS… LET’S JOIN TOGETHER AND LOVE AND SUPPORT EACH OTHER AND OUR KIDS.
LOVE,
Kimmy
I know these posts are getting very pessimistic.. but what can I say? I am fat, miserable and just BLAHHHHHHHH
Have not exercised, have no time or any willpower. Been trying to control what I eat but I still am eating more carbs than I should as well as sugar.
Just miserable and unhappy right now. Going to see my therapist on thursday hopefully he can give me som meds to lift me out of this gutter I am in before I end up weighing a thousand pounds.
Tara is doing well, she is walking and babbling and trying to say words. I am the one that has the problem.
Single motherhood is great but the lack of time for oneself is really difficult and that is why so many single moms neglect themselves and just end up eating eating and gaining weight and getting sick and becoming depressed. The demands are great and after you have finished… you just wanna do whatever without caring about whether it is the right or healthy thing to do.. who wants to eat salads and exercise after a long exhausting day with a 11 month old? No, you are just too tired to do all of that… you just stuff whatever you feel like or whatever is the closest thing in your mouth and go to bed because tomorrow is another demanding day and you just want to get to bed.
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