Having big difficulties getting Tara to sleep through the night. She sometimes wakes up two times and believe me, this is EXHAUSTING. She is almost ten months old.. I am TIRED OF THESE NIGHTTIME FEEDINGS. Of course, when she wakes up, it’s a lot easier to just feed her and let her go right back to sleep than to let her bawl and keep both of us awake!
I long for a night when I can just sleep right through without being woken up twice and having to get wide awake. I love Tara but hey,… after ten months I need some restful night time sleep.
To Top it off I am having some doubts about managing school and a child… but guess what? I don’t have a choice..I am just scared. Studying and doing assignments and a baby is a whole lot!!! But guess what? I don ‘t have a choice.
Another problem I am having is that everytime I go into the kitchen at nights to feed Tara.. I eat a cookie or some cookies while I microwave her bottle. Now this is causing me to gain weight.. weight I do NOT NEED. Seriously, I wonder if I am having an eating disorder… I cannot help but eat cookies while I am standing there waiting for the bottle to warm. I am already struggling with my eating habits… I do NOT NEED cookies at night to add to my problems.
AHHHHHHHHH BOY
We moms sure have a lot on our plate! LITERALLY
Love y’all,
Kimmy
